so i dont know how else to say this. but my grandpa is dying and im terrified. last year i lost my 27 year old cousin, and I just can’t deal with another loss. its triggering on so many levels. in fact it was my main reason for relapsing in both my ED and self harm a year ago. Im just so fucking scared. scared for myself. but scared for my dad the most. he’s been sober and doing fantastic in AA for almost 6-7 months. if his dad passes it will ruin him. he has so much guilt for leaving home so young and for living so far away for thirty something years. its unbelievable. i dont want to imagine the guilt when he’s gone. 

i can’t breath right now. and i am just so fucking done with being an adult and all the shit that comes along with it.

combeferret:

yo but this says so much about rape when a woman would literally rather be around a murderer than a rapist

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twhiddlestom:

Benedict Cumberbatch - Filmography (insp)

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i get my computer back in two days

if im not blogging by then send help

northnew:

undefinedarchetype:

best six second exchange i have ever seen in my life

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Vincent Van Gogh and yellow

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" ‘Men get raped and molested,’ should be a whole sentence. If you have to tack on the word ‘too,’ then you’re using the experience of male victims to silence females instead of giving them their own space. "

wolverxne:

Best Friends ~ by: Shumilova

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Ha

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bethrevis:

you could kill a man in any of these dresses, and pretty sure no jury would convict you. those are killing-men dresses, that’s what i’m saying

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arcadiaego:

Braden Summers traveled all over the world to create dramatized romantic scenes featuring only gay couples.

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